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Dead

2010-09-23T18:50:00.000+08:00

What can i say, it's a dead blog. It'll stay that way.

2010-09-01T06:54:00.005+08:00

Love an old song. Play it in HD.

I really can't get back to sleep after hibernating for nearly 12 hours. I don't really have much things to do so i think i should at least update.

I'm not working anymore but miss the boys and my dear supervisor, i used to kept counting down the days till i finished my assignment but when it all ends i wished we could continue working. Work will definitely be pretty lame without you guys around.

Went skating with faizal and the gang at LSP and then Queenstown on Monday. It was my first time trying to drop on a ramp, as a result i received several bruises on my hips and hands. Faizal kept landing the deck on the groin, that made me shit myself so hard. I've not yet land my kickflip yet, just a matter of time.

Before i end, a little known fact about me; I've never been best with my mouth, i tried to say smart but the dumb comes out.

G:"gsd

2010-08-26T09:17:00.003+08:00

Work was horrendous yesterday as today is the closing ceremony for the YOG. We had to deal with tasks which involves packing, delivering and stuffs we don't usually do. Today is the first time i actually came home early from work, maybe it's because I'm exhausted but the computer is what's keeping me from crashing. Weird but true.

I'm fasting this year which is really a good sign that I'm a good boy, self-praise always feels good. I'm going to geylang with my friends soon to get me something to wear this year, hopefully it won't turn out awful.

Pffft (!)

2010-08-21T14:15:00.002+08:00

Being calm and patience is what I'm good at but not being able to see you or even hear your voice for over a long period of time is just plain crazy. I won't stop hoping for a day where we could spend time together because i miss you so much.

crapsz

2010-08-18T18:07:00.004+08:00

I just can't get enough of you .

It's been awhile since we last met. The line; when will i see her again, kept on lingering in my head. It's tough seeing each other when we're both occupied with other important stuffs like school and family. Fingers crossed for friday.

Working during my two weeks of holiday is really killing me. I had to deliver tons of heavy utensils and stuffs but luckily for me i have the fork lift to aid me. I'll be hiatus during this two weeks, i'll only update during the days i applied for leave.

Kill me .

2010-08-13T15:26:00.004+08:00

This will be a short but sweet post and my motive for updating is to just to shed a tiny bit of light onto this dead blog of mine.

I have the urge to skate but too bad i can't do it much often during this fasting month. I need to constant my current tricks so badly. Third day of fasting and it's not really that bad, i think i can really make it this month. Hopefully.

I'll be working for the YOG but I'm still not sure what I'm assigned for. The official pass is ultra wide, i'll be a laughing stock if i have to hand it around my neck. I need the money to pay up for loans and stuffs.

AKU SAYANG NUR SHAZEHAN!

2010-07-14T11:28:00.003+08:00

All my pictures of myself are old because I'm not one of those cam whores who adores taking tons of pictures of other and themselves and are loaded with fresh photos. Random.

I have a feeling i won't be attending the next class at 2:30 in the afternoon. I woke up ultra late and missed the first one and then my friends told me that the next class is canceled and that the last class starts at 2:30. They're not attending the class and that leaves me alone with the chinese dudes, no offense. Then that bald dude texted me saying i have to bring an mc tomorrow, i was enraged and told him I'm not giving him anything and that I'm coming for later.

SPAINSPAINSPAIN

2010-07-12T00:10:00.003+08:00

The match we've all been waiting for is just a few hours away between Spain and Netherlands! I've been at games for almost an hour trying to refrain myself from sleeping, i won't miss it for the world.

I'll be on hiatus for the time being, my timetable hates me a lot. Three days of classes ending late, it'll bore just anyone attending my classes. I'm not certain if I'm going to attend classes later, oh what the heck.

Still counting baby!

2010-07-08T00:25:00.006+08:00

Yesterday marks the first month of me being with this wonderful girl that goes by the name of Nur Shazehan Bte Mohd Rosley! Although we've had tons of arguments and fights, my feelings for her are still as sincere as the first time I've met her and i hope she realizes this. We had a rough start this month but it didn't really didn't do much different in the end, what's important is that we have to look forward to each new day and hope for the best. I too am blessed with a girlfriend like you and I've never regretted letting you in my life. I love her very much!

Since both of us finished late, we only have a short period of time to savor it truly. It was a schooling day and there is always next month! It was not what I've expected in the end but things don't always go as you imagine it would be. But what's important is that we've reached this reached this day.

I've made up my mind and decided not watch the match between Germany and Spain, i guess school is much more important than some soccer match. Hope tomorrow's classes won't bore me to sleep. I'd love to elaborate more but my eyes is getting heavier as every minute passes.

YOYOYO

2010-07-01T01:54:00.003+08:00

My new campus at CCK was huge and shiny. I shouldn't have come to the orientation, it was a waste of both my time and money. That bald dude kept leading us to dead ends, i should have grab that shiny head of his and smash it at the nearest clean window.

Nothing happened much today, I'm just waiting for this saturday because i'll be watching the sequel of the twilight saga; Eclipses with love. I'm hoping more could come for this saturday, the more the merrier it'll be.

I wonder what to do once i wake up later on, I'm fickle minded of what to do all the time. I guess i should start finishing of all my remaining chores if i were to step out of the house later. Since there are no matches today, i got a date with my pillow a little early today.

I am a monster i tell you..

2010-06-30T01:40:00.005+08:00

Your happily puffing away and the next thing you know you're dead.

I'm going to stay semi-active before school reopens and the reason is simple; i have practically nothing better to do. I've been cursing and jumping like as if doomsday arrived when I'm playing computer games, the trill of it but to really abandon my life and not knowing when to stop has gone overboard. I'm to cut down on them from now onwards. I'm being ultra random so don't mind me.

ITE CCK Orientation for ITE Bukit Batok's students is at 2 and I'm to be there at 1.30, I'm hoping to go with farhan because i guarantee i'll lost the minute i step inside the humongous new campus of mine. I'm excited to meet old friends and to of course make new ones. Fingers crossed and hoping that my timetable will sync with love's perfectly and the reason is pretty much obvious.

It's currently 2.26 in the morning and my eyes don't seem to shut as they should be, i've been twitting craps and stuffs for four hours straight. Hoping to crash at 3, i don't really want to be late for the orientation and after that I'm meeting love. I did something really selfish yesterday and the guilt is killing me. Period. I promise never to repeat it again, ever.

You are not who you think you are

2010-06-29T03:53:00.009+08:00

Having arguments with her all of the sudden isn't really the first thing that comes to my mind but i find cute when we argue, but still it's best to avoid it. I'm loving every second of being with her and i don't really want it to to ever end. Getting to know her more was the best part of all. avoiding mistakes and arguments are more easier as time passes by. She says things that isn't all true but as for me, i think she's the sweetest person i've met and she will forever be. She takes me high, she wakes me up, she breaks me down and i feel as if I'm ten feet of the ground when I'm with her.

Like in time and space..

2010-06-23T22:35:00.003+08:00

I'm left with 2 weeks of holidays and I'm yet ready for school. We'll be posted in our new campus at Choa Chu Kang. It's huge and that means more trouble for the teachers, HAHA!

I was down with fever yesterday and i felt much better today apart from the inflammation in my throat which is still driving me crazy. I lost my appetite for today, i ate only tidbits and drank lots of warm water. I'm hoping for the pain to disappear by tomorrow, i want to eat something that has meat on it.

My phone has been confiscated by mummy because i've been coming home late recently. It's the school holidays for crying out loud! They promised me that i can enjoy all i want when exams are over but look at what's happening now. I bet i'll get more freedom once school reopens but still i hate attending classes.

And called me on the phone and said..

2010-06-22T14:17:00.005+08:00

Due to certain reasons, i abandoned this blog of mine and i apologize. This will be short post as I'm meeting love at her house later and i don't want to be late.

I love last week, the double date was awesome with many pictures taken and stuffs and not to mention the father's day celebration. We celebrated the occasion at East Coast Park with cousins and family, we then head home to celebrate dad's birthday which is the same day as father's day. Talk about coincidence.

I think i'll stop here for now, i probably update soon. I better step out of this house this instance, SEE YA!

Tired & agitated

2010-06-14T01:11:00.008+08:00

Received more than i expected but I'm not too happy about it.

words can't describe what I'm feeling right now, Pffffft!

Five days and counting.

2010-06-12T10:55:00.004+08:00

I need something to do outside rather than to rot at home till who knows when. I need something to do that i benefits me, easier said ; i need a job.

I'll be washing the dishes at some wedding ceremony. I'll be accompanied by my crew of dishwashers. I'll get the greens by the end of the days. ♥ will be there tomorrow as it's her aunt's wedding. My jaw will drop way down to the floor when i see her tomorrow, I'm sure of it. Arzian says she'll supply the cigarettes, it's to keep us company while washing the dishes.

I'm not to sure of what to do today. I'll be meeting ♥ at lot 1 later on and i have practically nowhere to go after that. Feel free to call or text me up and i'll gladly tag along with you.

7610

2010-06-08T21:22:00.006+08:00

I never regret the day i've met you. When we first started out as friends i told myself that you're special. Till today i never will regret the choices i've made. Being with you have never felt like anything i've felt before. I'll be the one by your side, i'll be the one to hold your hands when you need me. I'll promise you that it will be the least you'll regret ever doing. I'll hold on to my words for as long as i possibly could. Just believe, love.

WOW!

2010-06-04T20:25:00.007+08:00

Here are the pictures from yesterday's BBQ at ECP. We had so much fun when we were all having a hangover by the beach. I'm not going to elaborate what we really did there because I'm just too lazy to do so. We packed everything up and went home at 9 in the morning. Everyone's faces were like zombies begging to be shot down.

Reached home at 12 in the afternoon and didn't feel the need to sleep. I decided to go and have my hair trimmed just to kill some time. After the trim i met ♥ at lot 1 and accompanied her home to change and finish cleaning up the house. We then headed to lamsoon and slacked with the usual bunch. Reached home and dad was no where in sight, lucky me. I felt guilty of what happened a few hours ago. Forgive me, ♥.

Kisses .

2010-06-03T02:12:00.004+08:00

It's now 2:21 AM and i can't sleep, I'm so psyched for my class's BBQ at East Coast Park. I'm just counting the hours passing by which makes me less sleepy. I'm still not sure if i should stay there for the night. The thought of missing her is unbearable!

Yesterday i did the usual stuff, met shazee at lot 1 and head to her grandparent's house and slacked at lamsoon afterwards. Went home at around 7, reached home and started calling everyone who is going for the BBQ later on. This dumb friend of mine who practically planned this BBQ threw every bit of responsibility at me, i have to do everything; Do the shopping, inform everyone, Pick every up etc. Good thing he supplied the greens. I better resume on playing my psp, i need to make myself sleepy asap.

i miss them .

2010-05-29T11:25:00.004+08:00

I sure miss friends from Clementi Secondary, wonder where they are now.

Currently surfing the web and i've been at it for also an hour. Time sure doesn't fly that fast when your not having fun. I wonder what ♥ is doing, i miss her already. I just hope i could make it for the outing that faizal has planned for us today. My stomach has been growling ever since i woke up and all that's left are some crackers and leftovers from yesterday. I can't eat that, i want roast beef! If you smell something weird it's because i've not yet showered!

wathashi syakir.

2010-05-25T20:41:00.003+08:00

Reminder; to always love you, ♥

HEH, I'm the type that forget things easily, way too seriously and i hate it.

The usual for school. Late for class and rushed to complete my report, i then have to present in front of my classmates and teachers. The next class bores me and i slept for 30 min straight and a friend of mine just had to woke me up for some stupid pen and the next thing i knew that bald dude says there will be a test in a few minutes. My jaw dropped way down. I had to resort to copying, cheating.

After school i met up with fathir and head over to my crib for a quick change. We then headed lamsoon and did the usual stuff; goof around, street soccer, slack, guitar etc. It was suaidah's birthday yesterday and we decided to celebrate it today. They brought a chocolate cake and spaghetti. I only tasted the cake, it's delicious. After eating i went home with shazee.

Reached home and showered immediately, then dad has asked me to bring my little brother to popular to buy some books he needed for school. I then dragged myself and bring that kid to that bookstore. Reached home and here i am posting. Fin.

(insert word) ^^

2010-05-21T22:26:00.003+08:00

It's 3:45 AM and I'm still wide awake watching anime all by myself. I was thinking of finishing the book I'm reading as soon as possible but cartoons are way reading.

I can't wait for afternoon to come. I will probably wake up late as usual, One Piece kept we awake for the past few hours and now I'm forcing myself to sleep. I'm sure today will be something special.

Make it stop please !

2010-05-18T20:21:00.003+08:00

The cat should be replaced with a donkey .

Hi, I'm drunk. Seriously drunk. I'm forcing myself to blog because i need to stay awake till the pain in my brain has subsides. Today , i regret coming to lamsoon and drank till i can barely recognize my friends or foes.

I did not attend class because i sort of overslept. That bald dude was calling my phone non stop, Gaaaah! Since i "overslept" today, i met shazee at Lot 1, we had lunch under a void deck which i find kinda awkward. Then slacked and i did that. I regret it okay? Bye.

I think .

2010-05-15T16:04:00.007+08:00

Finally I got hold of my brother's first newborn baby boy. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy. His name has not been given yet so I'm still curious of what his parents would name him. I'll be sure to be there when he opens his eyes for the very first time. Wow, I finally became an uncle and that sounds very old.

It's saturday but sadly the situation won't allow me and fathir to go on a so called "double date".

But at least i should head over to lamsoon for iman's so called mini "farewell" party. I think I'm feeling much better right now. I better get ready now, End.

I'm being forced to post this.

2010-05-09T01:04:00.004+08:00

Guess who's that in that picture? It's shazee the turtle, she's been home all alone since afternoon and i hate to see her left alone like that. Shouldn't have forced her to revise, felt guilty. Smile always slow turtle and don't ever let small problems distract you in your exams. Now i sound like a councillor. ^^"

It's Sunday and I'm not even fully recharged for Monday's lessons. Thinking of skipping school on Monday but then I'll miss out way to much.

I just hope today won't be as boring as Saturday, all i did was stare at the computer screen from afternoon till midnight. I ignored my chores and mum was shouting in my ear because of it. I just hope someone ask me out tomorrow. I don't care where, just as long as i won't get to see my family for awhile. I think I'm typing crap in this post without a motive.

Just do it.

2010-05-06T22:44:00.003+08:00

If only i have the courage to do things that I'm not certain on doing. If only.

I'm just going to post a short one, i wouldn't even post if shazee had not talked me into posting.

School today was not that bad because i get to see this one girl's face. Don't prasan hor. I became the first person to finish the current project that the whole class is doing. Such a nice feeling it is. Finished school at 12:30 in the afternoon, met shazee at west mall and had lunch at mcdonalds. Headed to lamsoon after lunch and slacked till 6:30, again hawk, berg & kid performed for us just now. Awesome.

I hope you're satisfied with this post, turtle! Hope you manage to wake up for school tomorrow morning. Speaking about school, i won't be attending school tomorrow because I'm just too lazy to attend the two hour CAD lesson. That bald dude expects me to wake up at 9 on a friday. I would rather continue sleeping till i wake up feeling all mighty. I owned CAD anyway.

Actually i...

2010-05-03T21:03:00.005+08:00

4Hans, i miss you guys. Hoping we could organize a BBQ during the june holidays. I would like to see how you guys have changed since we last met.

Last friday;

Watched Iron Man 2 with fathir, rubinah & shazee. I'll give it a two thumbs up and would recommend everyone to watch it.

Last sunday;

BBQ at CSC Bukit Batok with cousins & my special guest, shazee. It was awkward for her meeting and interacting with my cousins. We bowl and i came up first, owned their asses. Accompanied shazee all the way to arleana's house and went home. Special day i would say.

Today;

Didn't attend school today because i was up all night talking to shazee on the phone till 6 in the morning. Woke up at 2 and went out to meet shazee at Lot One to have lunch but sadly the ATM machine says i've only 7 bucks in there. With an empty stomach, we dragged ourselves to Lamsoon to slack. Went home at 7 and here i am home alone still with a growling stomach.

Tomorrow's prediction;

Coming to class late, entertain those annoying baboons sitting beside me, eat at the canteen, smoke at the school's toilet and lastly sleep while that bald dude is teaching. That's what i usually do at school. No life, agree?

Home; Hell

2010-04-29T23:30:00.005+08:00

I freaking pissed of what had happened just now. My house was a nightmare, sister came home late and i got blamed for it, played the computer as per usual and get screamed at, not to mention my other younger brothers with their complains. My belongings got confiscated by my mum, her voice was the loudest of them all, i replied her with an even louder voice and she cried. Now i feel really bad but the the hatred still lingers. What am i to them, a piece of trash? Deep inside I'm screaming that's for sure.

School was boring, and it was a last minute desperate attempt to finish up my circuit board as it was the last lesson for it. I didn't manage to finish the circuit but it will still get me a passing mark. I hope it's enough to get me to the next term.

2010-04-27T19:00:00.002+08:00

Iron Man 2 is coming out this friday. I'm going to catch it as soon as possible maybe on the day itself. Anyone wanna tag along?

Received my EEP test result and i did pretty badly with a mark of 5 out of 20, cool or what? I should have paid more attention in class. No point crying over spilled milk. I'll make sure to pay attention at class when that bald dude teaching. I hate the fact that i'll be ending late tomorrow. I hope i could skip the second lesson by giving Mr Sim a good reason.

Slacked at Lamsoon after school and faiz started disturbing me. Lamsoon was boring today and i decided to head home with Shazee. Board train, got home and DOTA-ed! Today was boring same as any weekdays. I have nothing more to elaborate, i'll end.

2010-04-26T23:45:00.002+08:00

Projects, schoolwork and more projects. I thought ITE is the school for slackers instead they torture slackers like me to study. Had a two test in the morning; Javascript and EEP theory. Javascript was pretty easy but EEP's test was a nightmare, i totally forgot everything and eventually started scratching my head for answers. I'm going to bet my bank savings that i will fail the test.

School was a boring on monday, as usual. Didn't attend floorball practice today as i was too damn pissed of from the test. Hoping tomorrow will be blast. I still have a lot paperwork to finish and i don't think i could finish it in time. Just as i thought i've cleared everything Mr Sim has instructed me to do.

This week is the start of secondary school's mid year exams. I wish you guys taking the exams the best of luck. Some are busy studying while some who have practically nothing better to do are busy disturbing others at MSN/Twitter.

Brainstorm!

2010-04-25T15:54:00.005+08:00

Random Picture.

First of all i wanna thank Shazee for the previous post. We got bored and decided to post for each other's blog. Her english surpasses me, agree?

It's 5:04 PM now and i've been at the computer since 2 PM. I'm trying to do stuffs to keep me sane but it's not working. I going to the LAN shop later on with peeps. At least there's something i can do there; DOTA!

I seriously enjoyed yesterday's outing with friends. Some tried something new and enjoyed it. I just wish we could spend time like this every saturday going places instead of slacking under the void deck which is just plain boring.

2010-04-25T00:32:00.004+08:00

SHAZEE HERE

I'm updating syakir's blog due to his laziness . What I've said in the first sentence was only partly true ^^ We've agree to this whacky idea to update each other blog since we both are lazy to update our own blogs . Yet , we have the nerve to update another persons blog . How i wished i could vandalized his blog but i can't . I would have a thousand things to write if i could , *evil smile*. We both went out with Lamsoon peeps to bugis area , specifically arab street .

We've met Lee , Nick , Q etc outside seven eleven at lot one and waited for the rest to arrived . We've waited like an hour or so for everyone to arrived . It was horrendous due to weather and our empty stomach -.- After everyone had arrived we were on our way to bugis . We stopped for a while for some reasons . Consequently our time was delayed . We then made our way to arab street . We were there for about an hour or so . I was famished so was he . Syakir and I made our way to Banquet to eat .

I won syakir , i ate faster than him although i did not finished my food but still it's a accomplishment ^^ Then , we went home . He has his own reasons and i have mine :D Wow , syakir you must be amazed what i've posted for you although i think it's CRAP . Heh ^^ At least your blog post is filled with something rather than nothing :D

What happened yesterday?

2010-04-21T09:33:00.005+08:00

I'm back to post and you guys wanna know something weird?

I woke up a moment ago feeling all woozy and can't remember

a thing of what the hell happened after only god knows when.

I remember what i did at school yesterday but the rest was a blur

to me. Must have been those pills of dads that i took yesterday.

I'll end here since I'm going to be late for school if i continue on typing.

Class starts at 11:30 and i going to get ready and have breakfast.

Ciaosz!

PS: The questions still lingers in my mind everyday.

2010-04-20T01:24:00.002+08:00

Currently it's 1:38 AM and i can't seem to fall asleep. I still have to wait for the tons of dad's iphone to sync completely. School yesterday totally suck not to mention floor ball practice, I only get to play a single game and practice ended. I just stared at Fathir with a puzzled face and asked him, "is practice over?" and he said "Yeah" and my face was like WTF!

I kept wondering why my weekdays totally suck, I just hope tomorrow won't be as bad as today. Hoping to be able to slacked with Iman at Lamsoon tomorrow, it's been a while i tell you. I have nothing much to elaborate, Chiows!

It's been awhile .

2010-04-19T00:01:00.002+08:00

pictures taken last Friday using my laptop, farhan you're the best!

It's been awhile since i last updated and I'll start posting about last Saturday. Hawk invited us to watch him perform Kuda Kepang with his group at woodlands. We came and watch and in return i got a banana from Hawk while he is still in a so called "trance", I was startled not scared. After it all ended we slacked at a nearby void deck for about an hour and went home after that.

Didn't really do much on Sunday, I've barely finished my chores. All i did was sit in front of the computer playing this game that shazee introduced to me. It's really interesting but frustrating at the time. Played a game DotA with fathir and we lost, bummer!

It's currently 12:30 AM and my floor ball captain has informed us that there will be floor ball practice today. I better pack up my stuffs for tomorrow's practice, it's monday which means school will start at 8:30 AM till 6:30 PM but i'll be out of class before 4:30 PM because of floor ball practice. I just hope i won't repeat last week's incident.

Rain .

2010-04-13T19:08:00.003+08:00

cold rain, i hate you.

Didn't attend school today cause i overslept.

I've been staring at the computer screen the whole day.

It's been raining since 5 PM and it's driving me insane.

I'm wearing long sleeves & a jacket and still shivering.

School stars at 11 in the morning and I'm hoping to come.

Mr Sim kept texting me non-stop on why i didn't show up.

Both my legs are killing me due to floorball practice yesterday.

Nothing much to elaborate, goodbye.

Boring & Awesome .

2010-04-12T23:29:00.013+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

It's was quite a bore until floorball practice which started at 4:30

Started warming up with fathir by passing the ball back and forth.

While we were passing the ball, fathir with his awesome accuracy,

shot the ball inside the arena where the team were having a match.

I volunteered to go fetch for it but as i was about to land, my foot

got caught up by the tip of the fences and i feel down head first.

To add to the humiliation, the fences fell down and everyone looked.

Luckily they didn't' notice the part where i fell down but still it's dumb.

Enough about this part, I played well on all the matches except for

the last two matches because i was too exhausted to run around.

Overall it was fun and i can't wait for next week's training.

Oh my, I've just remembered that I've not yet taken a shower, HAHA!

I'm loving it .

2010-04-11T23:43:00.003+08:00

Ahoy fellow blog-hopper, passerby etc.

Went shopping with mummy and sister at bugis

just now and we spent almost $350, wow!

I bought me a Nike Air and I'm loving it!

But before going to bugis, we three were

with Farhan and his family at our uncle's house.

It's our uncle's son's son first haircut and we were to

celebrate it but me and Aan just showed our faces

and dig in to the food they offered there.

I was actually to darn lazy to go but it's worth it.

The reason why i even decided to set foot outside

is when mum woke me up and said that Farhan is on the line.

Picked up the phone and he's begging me to go.

I pity this cousin of mine and agreed to tag along.

So far, today was fun because i got myself a pair of new shoes!

Oh darn it, school starts tomorrow and I'm not liking it.

To add to the torture, Monday's school; 8:30 AM to 6 PM.

Well, i better go get some shut eye or else I'll be late for school.

I'll post for you guys soon as I'll be hiatus for the time being.

Chiaosz!

the next drama queen .

2010-04-09T23:06:00.005+08:00

I'm back to post for you readers.

Nothing much happened this past few days.

I've been MIA almost everywhere.

Friends, except my humble apologies.

Going bowling with friends at bukit batok tomorrow.

I really want to go Brandon's chalet tomorrow but sadly i can't.

Right now if i have to deliberate, my life suck right now.

I've been trying to figure out ways to solve

a certain problem that I've been having,

Asked fathir for help as well but his advice

might make things worse if i followed it.

Especially for you:

I really hate the drama that's been going

and it landed me in the hospital for two days.

Why can't you just move on like everyone else.

Why does the 7th day of every month makes you

feels as if doomsday will occur any minute.

I've been through too much drama in my life

and after thinking it over while i so was so

called "recovering" at the hospital bed, I

realized that you're not going to move that soon.

You kept saying you hate him, you want to forget him

and so on but yet you still miss him dearly.

I'm feeling a little paranoid while observing you.

I tried giving you advice but it falls to deaf ear.

The reason why I'm avoiding you is not because

I'm gotten bored of you but because

I've had it with this so called "drama"

I been through this before and it ended

the way i never expected it to be.

Please don't bother posting or even

sending long text messages to plea.

It keeps on piling on and on.

Like i said, i hate sending

text messages or even typing them.

I prefer talking face to face or

even talking on the phone.

I don't really mean to disappear all the sudden.

It's just that i don't want the past to repeat itself.

no sleep for a day .

2010-04-07T16:41:00.007+08:00

Safer To Hate Her

You Me At Six

Too much, too much is never enough
I had you and I gave you up.
No idea where my mind was for months
I woke up, I cashed in on all of my luck,
walked hand and hand with your trust.
And everybody was kissing on fire,
and we all got burnt.

It'd be safer, to hate her,
than to love her and to lose her.
It'd be safer to hate her all around.

Caught you having a laugh,
did you catch me have the last?
I've been smiling like this for days,
just to make up for my mistakes.
In the dark, I watch everyone disappear,
and I am beginning to let myself down.
I am pushing everyone that was in, out.

It'd be safer, to hate her,
than to love her and to lose her.
It'd be safer to hate her all around.

And nobody knows what it's like
to live and die on the inside.
Nobody knows what it's like
to be one of a kind.

When we die, do we feel alive?

When we die, do we eel alive?

It'd be safer, to hate her,
than to love her and to lose her.
It'd be safer to hate her all around.
And nobody knows what it's like
to live and die on the inside.
Nobody knows.

I don't really want to use the word 'hate' because that's not what i really mean in this post but it's close. Read your post and if forgetting me will make you change just like you said on your post then it's for the best. I want you to change, that's what i've been wanting all along. If you think I'm enjoying this very second well you're wrong. I'm not going to elaborate any further, I've not slept for exactly thirteen hours straight and I'm thriving on coffee and pills. I've not even get to the part that you want to hear yesterday and i will never will. I guess this will be my final post for you. Forget me if you must, this baby will now say goodbye.

life ; starting to bore me.

2010-04-03T22:30:00.005+08:00

What's up you haters, lovers, fagots!
Watched Clash of the Titans with fathir and shazee.
Awesome movie, I'll give it two thumbs up.
The queue was worth it but i hate the seats, numbed my ass.
Went home straight away and was told the whole family
went bugis shopping without me!

So i DOTAed with friends & cousins till there was no tommorow.
Nine hours playing DOTA and that's a world record, i think.
After a game with iman, shazee popped up from msn.
Chat box was semi-intense in a while.
Currently I'm still chatting with her.
I kept disturbing her cause i was so bored.
But she got me in the end, idiot her!

Probably going to cut my hair once i wake up.
Currently 8:43 AM and my eyes are getting heavier.
Coffee or bed, which to choose?
Obvious which to pick. Chiows!

no love for me?

2010-04-01T06:07:00.002+08:00

Can't believe I've posted a lot when i was at the hospital.
I must have been pretty bored to death in there.
It's now 6:21 AM in the morning, I've been playing DOtA non-stop.
I'm like so addicted to it, thanks Aan for introducing me to the game.
Don't you smile, i was being sarcastic you idiot!

Gosh, there are still a lot of things i wanna do before school reopens
and some of them are:

Fishing with friends
Cover more songs
Play more DOtA
And many more that I'm too lazy to even think of

Someone please bring me out, somewhere i don't care where.

And i mean 'somewhere' that doesn't involves stuffs like slacking etc.

Alright, I'm going to faint any minute.. see ya mother fuckers!

Home bayby!

2010-03-29T13:56:00.003+08:00

Sweet dry land motherfuckers, hahahaha!
Look at this blog of mine, i posted alot while inside.
I must really be bored to the core, serious shit.
I'm starting to love this busted old laptop of mine.
Argh, my butt is asking me to go meet friends.
I don't know, help me.. someone..

Bored.

2010-03-29T02:20:00.003+08:00

Finished editing fathir's blogskin and it looks okay, i think.. hahaha!
well, the motherfuckers here keeps on bugging me to sleep. I with i have my guitar with me now, i would ever so love to play the song below;

Remembering Sunday
All Time Low

He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past
Two in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs
She led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find my calling
I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find my calling
I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be

I'm not coming back
(Forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak
(I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt
(You're driving me crazy)
Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world
From so many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, towering over your head

I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home

I am so out of here.

2010-03-28T20:42:00.006+08:00

Ok, I'm now at macdonalds with my mum. Doctors says if i want to go home today, i will have tons of appointments that requires me to visit the polyclinic. I'll be home tommorow morning and it's not really that bad. Mum said that friends called home and brother just faked some lame stories to avoid certain people of knowing. I asked her if a certain someone called but she didin't recall that certain person's voice on the phone. got my phone here and i don't dare opening those messages. Sigh, alright i going to finish my dinner and do stuffs..

- end

I have never felt better.

2010-03-28T17:58:00.006+08:00

Help!

Hey you happy readers! You guys are probably having a better day than i am because i think being admitted at the hospital for two days is really going to ruin everything and to adding the misery is having a beat up laptop that dad gave me, where's the mac book you promised to bring? I woke up in the morning still feeling light-headed and wanting to vomit, headed to the toilet not realising the surroundings around me. Heard someone shouting my name and i just ran back to sleep, and here I'm now in a hospital bed. My phone's at home and I'm still figuring out how to open up MSN from here. I just feel like walking out of this place i call hell, i want to inform the rest of my current location but i just can't. You guys might be wondering why i ended up here, well i couldn't sleep just now so i called up some of my friends nearby for another mini celebration but i did i over did it. Peeps, try to be online at night because i think i would be able to figure out whats wrong with my MSN by then. I'm feeling much better now and i think I'll beg the doctor to release me earlier because i see no point in the nurses putting me to sleep every time i wake up. Alright I'm feeling hungry, Chiow oh sai mother fuckers!

Verge of giving up..

2010-03-28T01:45:00.003+08:00

alright I'm not going to post another "Oh i regret" or "Oh I'm sorry" and other crap. I'm just going to blurt out all the English vocabulary that I'm about to type and It's it will be kinda harsh but by god i don't give a damn about it.

I don't really understand you. You said that you were with him and his friends and it turns out it was just the four of you. In my point of view, it looks like as if it was a perfectly planned double date. Ah, two sweet couple taking a stroll at the nearest outskirts of town. Just because you found out there were girls with us and you suddenly started giving faces. I did mention a few names of the girls but did you listened? On that spot i was just utterly speechless all could do was walk away and while doing that i saw that friend of yours at the corner, i was about to go berserk and give him an old school trashing i swear to god, but thanks to someone i was able to cool down for just a second and just walk away. I'm still not satisfied, not satisfied because of why i blamed myself, being sober all the time or even scolded myself because of you. Jealousy was what i was having all this while and i can't even find an answer to that. Maybe because I'm scared of something, something that i can't even imagine it happening. You seem happy contacting him while we slacking, and to think i was not feeling annoyed. If i was there to accompany you that day, you would have never met him. All this while i treated this as if this was a competition and it seemed I've scored the lowest between me and him. my sincere congratulations to him, I'm just not good at this game. Whoever he is, whoever he may be one thing is for sure he's good. But for sure, I'll break his face if i ever see him again. I have recently been having nightmares that you were with him and all seems like a blur, it was hard to digest everything in the morning. I don't really know how to even react right now, I'm out of words to even know what to text you now. I asked myself a few hours ago of the point of me staying in this shit, cause i feel like as if i was discarded for the second time. I think it's only about half of what to say and i don't really bother typing any further. Sleep is what i need now and i think my brain should be back online once i wake up later. I don't even bother to touch my phone now and i think i should be able to live better without it. It's been sometime that i posted a long one. I will be on hiatus this few days due to some reason. Chows~

boredom strikes again..

2010-03-26T02:32:00.003+08:00

If you're trying to annoy me all this while, well your congratulations your doing an excellent job so far but if I'm wrong well, still I'm annoyed. alright, movie night at vivo city yesterday with pyzah and friends. The movie; remember me was not that bad if you really understand the storyline except for the 'mushy' part, but it turns out it was a sad ending. okay enough about the movie, slacked at sky park for awhile and headed home, reached home at 11 and mum was searching for a frying pan to hit me with, hahaha! alright, nothing much to elaborate. chiowsz!

2010-03-18T22:22:00.002+08:00

I'm just as confused as you are, you tell me why.
how stupid of me to throw my phone so hard on the ground.
I should have kept queite, now look at what's happening.
to tell you the truth, the quote on top of my blog that i made
from paramore's song, the only exception was all about you.
gosh i'm feeling wooozy..

- end

i legs almost broke down today.

2010-03-17T00:13:00.009+08:00

pictures from yesterday's outing with syika and friends are up. went bowling at clementi and then headed over to haw par villa for a little sightseeing. nothing much there, only a whole bunch of stairs and couple of weird dolls. had a blast and now i'm off!

you will be missed; 'cucu' the second

2010-03-12T21:35:00.003+08:00

IT HURTS OH SO BAD!

alright i won't ellabote much because i'm having a headache from drinking with arziana & iman but i'll be okay. before i say anything i would like to once again thanks arziana for buying me a new cap as a belated birthday present, she's the only one who's atleast in a sense given me something this year, so sweet of her. we took glen vodka shot's plus a can of beer, i was really fucked up and started to annoy the public for real and i received a few bruises due to the slapping and punching of arziana's! while i was semi-drunk i was thinking about something; hurting people's feeling. i regreted something i'm sure to never repeat the same thing again, and now i have lost my mood to type any further. sentosa with ashraf and company tommorow, i really hope i could make it!

new skins! :D

2010-03-08T00:06:00.004+08:00

NEW BLOG SKIN!

It's now 12:09AM and as you can see I've just finished editing my blog skin just to match with the background music, pathetic eh? I would like to try something new on my blog and i think this is quite new to me. mute the song if you hate the intro.(i know i parents do, ha ha!) Wow my skin won't look so similar to some jackass named fathir fauzan, nyehahahaha! and I've just heard from dad that I'll be getting my iPhone 3G in a couple of weeks, woohoo! alright guys I'll be on hiatus for the time being due to my hectic schedule; floor ball, slacking, guitar etc. Goodnight!

headache!

2010-03-07T21:27:00.002+08:00

The current beats you guys are listening to is sick eh? hahahahahaha! Damn, having a bad headache but I'm loving it, why? Cause i want to fall sick so that i won't have to attend school tomorrow. I despise Monday, i hate even hate typing out the word; Monday.. fuck it! I'm having Monday blues, please god make me fall ill tomorrow.

I'll list down the things i left out this week;

bowling with classmates on Thursday - fun as hell although i suck at bowling!
went drinking with LSK on Friday - worth paying fauzi $5 for the Bombay.
my first floor ball friendly match on Friday - score; 4-21 they pawned our asses!
SCDF family day with family and cousins on Saturday - tanned but had fun with cousins with the megazip, underwater world and many more.
did nothing but sleep and smoke and followed dad to buy a new sofa - totally not worth elaborating, trust me.

Still no sign of me having a fever, bummer! farhan I'm still waiting for you to follow me to queensway to get a new deck, i wanna skate you ass!

happy birthday to me!

2010-03-03T21:49:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!

nothing to be happy about but still I'm one year closer to turning 18 and that means more freedom and i could go places i couldn't go and you know guys know what sort of places I'm referring to. alright today was not really 'that' special, there was a test at school just now and I'm sure i did pretty badly and when i got home i was dota-ing with farhan and i beat him four times in a row, take that! when mum got home, she handed me $20 and said happy birthday, add the $50 that big brother gave and i have $70! i am still waiting for more people to kindly shower me with greens, hahahaha! currently waiting for farhan to return home and continue dota-ing with me, where the fuck are you man? oh and I'm also waiting for dad to buy me an Iphone just like he promised, come on old man stick to your words will you? alright people I'm feeling quite empty right now and I'm going to grab something at yew tee. chows!

destroyed.

2010-03-02T20:57:00.002+08:00

BBQ CANCELLED

yes people I've planned ever so nicely for my BBQ but in the end almost everyone bailed out of me due to reasons unknown plus i don't really have the mood to party with you people on my birthday, sorry guys. I'm just going to plan something small this Saturday and that means smaller the quantity, i don't know where but I'll figure something out. i need to clear the stress in this tiny head of mine and mates said we'll do it 'together' on Friday, yes together. whatever we'll be doing you'll just have to figure it out yourself. i think I've elaborated enough here and I'll update this blog of mine when I'm not to busy being tortured in the outside world.

total awesomeness!

2010-02-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

Bombay Sapphire + Laughing Gas//
101% Satisfaction guaranteed tomorrow!

alright, won't elaborate much about today because someone or something pissed me off and i swear upon this keyboard if i see that piece of shit when I'm high I'm going to give that idiot a piece of my mind for sure! grrrr, i feel like chasing the annoying neighbour outside my house talking on the phone with this guitar I'm holding! alright I've said enough, until next time you niggers! :D

2010-02-06T09:46:00.002+08:00

morning people, just finished packing up for later. can't wait for the BBQ later, I'll be bringing the charcoal, chili sauce, mayonnaise, chicken sauce and the tent for later. i will meet aslam and zul first at bukit panjang at 3 later. I'll try to snap some pictures later if i could find a decent camera that is if i can find one, hahaha. Zul has been calling everyone non stop asking them to bring stuffs and all, i pity him really, hahaha. alright, i have 5 more hours till the BBQ and i think i will go and have my hair cut at lot 1. chiowszxs!

okay go?

2010-02-02T16:58:00.002+08:00

it's been awhile since i showed my face in lam soon and i think i don't i will any soon. i facing a few problems at the moment and i just want to keep it to myself.
i might have to put up a fake smile even if i have to. got my last week's test papers and i am not really satisfied with the results, i will start paying more attention in class from now onwards. I've become more of a boring person now days, maybe I'm lacking something in life.. but what? i swear i hate my life and if there's a god i think he hates me. i will settle all my problems one at a time and have a different mindset. I'll stop elaborating the sad parts and see what plans i have coming up;

Zul's barbeque this saturday
Bugis this week (sure of it!)
My birthday party at east coast park
And more coming up...

speaking about my birthday, it falls on 3rd of march and i'm planning to celebrate on either 5th or 6th of march at east coast park. it'll be a bbq party and i'm inviting everyone i know. easier said, i'll contact "everyone" personally by call or sms.

before i end, i have a few words for the crew; i will be MIA for awhile as i have problems to solve before i get back to you guys. don't miss me. (:

(insert title here)

2010-01-27T21:43:00.003+08:00

humanoids fuck you! hahaha!

things i did today;
woke up at 8+
school at 10
finished school at 4
headed to LS
got my tongue pierced
start practicing
ended at 7
headed home
eat awkwardly
bath happily
played the guitar
got bored and posted this
end.

too lazy to type out a proper post
and so i'll end this short post with
a few words to my crewmates; dee, hawk, firdaus, hidkenet, sherin, izah and lastly kid who cycled all the from ls to yew tee like some idot while i was enjoying the ride just now, thanks for the ride you crazy dude. heh.. he's crazy i tell you.

the message:
we may not really be very close or share the same interest or be interested in hip hop and all but i hope someday, after a hard day of training we could all smile at each other and know that we did our very best and we've become more than crewmates better still we will be like brothers and sisters. i hope that this two months will be enough for the competion on march. long live M.I.W crew.

today f***ing boring.

2010-01-19T22:55:00.004+08:00

dear diary,

it's currently 11pm sharp and i am staring the computer doing something only god knows, hahahahaha! currently disturbing aslam at msn because i just love it, here's the conversation we had so far, he's going to be so mad if he sees this but i don't care! all the stupid stuffs i typed is not true, well some of it are. here they here:

me: chey, gmbar tkle angs! eh kaw pe biken uh? standard uh, tgk P.
aslam: handsp,e ehk aku?? haha
aslam: buto. aku tga cari chickies
me: ah2 handsome(layankn jek)
me: chickies? tagged pah? haha.
aslam: tagged, facebook, imesh... 3 in 1 ah
me: chey, haha. gambar stop it sak.
aslam: baek ehk?? haha!!
me: tak uh, aku nye agie baek.
aslam: ehk nie gmbr klaw aku letak kt tagged, semuer add ah
me: mcm PA. gmbar gua lu blom tgk, haha.
aslam: tkpe. aku tkde niat nk tgk haha
me: tu uh, klaw kaw gay ku bley tunjuk kaw .
me: tu display pic kaw tu muke mcm atok eminem oi.
aslam: haha. buto diam ah
me: sorry uh, ku mendak uh skrg. chickies gua dh tk layn uh
aslam: abeh ape?? aku chickies ah nie haha
me: eh tkmo sak, ku bkn gay. lyn kwn jek.
aslam: yerla tuu..
me: _l_ haha. eh kaw tido kul rape ?
aslam: asl?? laen mcm jek kaw haha
me: OTK KAW LA ! =.="
aslam: kul 12 atao kul 1 laa haha
me: kiwak, aku klaw tido kul 1 aku drag smpai kul 9+ sak.
aslam: kaw nye psl ah haha
me: eh? ada webcam pah boy. sex chat sama chickies lu .
aslam: a'ah, aku tga webcam. dier tga ff siol haha
me: lan chiow ! HAHA .
aslam: tk cayer suda!!
me: baek pe. ku limit2 dpt strip tease _l_
aslam: siak ah kaw. da stop it ah
me: haha kkay, medak oi.. uh kacau pmpn plak uh, chat ngn kaw ku lame2 bley jadi gay sak
aslam: kaw da mmg gay pe
me: fuck you, kaw tu lagi webcam same laki ane nth ff jubo dier .
aslam: BUTO!! nie 100% pompuan ehk
me: bkn shemale? tu 50%
aslam: eyy kaw. nie pompuan aku tga webcam. heavy dok!!
me: ah yelah2, hahaha.
aslam: ape yelah2?? da mls nk layan aku pe haha
me: malas uh, haha. nga webcam same kwn pmpn aku, die on webcam ku tkde. baek pe.
aslam: aku kesiankn pompuan tuu ah haha
me: asl plak ?
aslam: kene webcam ngan bdk horny. haha!!
me: horny wak lu. kaw tu horny. gila, mr sim pun nak offer xxx
aslam: haha!! diam ah.
me: taw pun . ^^
me: brb, ku maw blog pasal satu budak horny niy. haha.
aslam: mcm2 ah kaw
*pauses*
me: mcm2 eh? tgk jek, hahahaa..
me: dhbes ff ke blom tu 100% male ?
aslam: HAHA!!
me: happy jek? kaw pun ff skali? ish.
aslam: psl aku mls nk layan kaw haha!!
me: ah bagus la mcm gituk. gua pun maw tido. kaw have fun la eh dgn webcam tu. tissue standby bnyk2.
aslam: ehk rabak, abeh majok pe. haha.
me: haha, tk uh. mau tido nie, dh mkn pill. hehe. nitez~
me: esk tgk la eh aku lmbat ke tk . ^^
aslam: BUTO LEK AH!
me: haha.
THE END.
right now, i feel sucking a lollipop. OMG could it be that i'm g**? haha. nahh i'm just craving for the sweet juices. damn, stop it! haha. chiow aslam and peeps! hehehe.

random

2010-01-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

dear ever so dead diary,

currently looking at dee practicing her hip hop stuffs for some competition.
the floor is shaking like crazy and i bet the neighbour living below us will
come knocking like crazy telling us to shut the f*** up, hahahahaha!
i didn't attend mr sim's classes today just because school will end at 6.
I'm kinda lazy but that's just who i am, heeeeeee. mom woke me up at 9+ and left for work, i got up and turned on the computer and kill time by playing chess and facebook. headed to teck whye to fetch dee at 12.30 and ended up fetching hidayah and her friend. headed to lam soon and there was nothing there for us to do so we headed to lot one instead, at least it's cooler and noisier there. waited for dee and we all headed to lam soon together and LSK kids come flocking in one by one and the fun started. headed home at 6+ and dated my pillow for 3hrs+ and then posted this, hehe. arziana invited me and rest for a round of bacardi tommorow, hope i can come. hmmm, i have nothing else to say and i'll end this post with a "goodbye" ^_^" chiowx.

2010-01-03T15:06:00.004+08:00

dear dead diary,
firstly i would like to wish human being out there a happy new year!^^"
i've busy staring at the computer doing nothing but playing computer games and stuffs during these past few days. i'm currently learning the guitar tabs for therapy by all time low and right now i'm giving my numb fingers a break by giving them a job of typing this post.
tmr's is the first day for ite freshmen as they report to their respective school and as for some who are appealing to go to another campus they won't have to. i heard i'll be in the same class with azlan & q, how great is that? but i will start 4-5 days later then them, what a bummer!
what else.. oh yeah, bby will be transfered to regent secondary soon and that means it will be easier for both of us to meet! bby please top up soon, imy dearly!^^"
i won't elaborate any further, i'll end this post with the song i'm learning; Theraply by All Time Low. chiowosaimudafucka!(got that frm somewhere)^^

you kiss my ass?

2009-12-20T15:04:00.002+08:00

haloooo!
i'm so frekin lazy to post about
yesterday's outing with aan's family
we had fun.. the end..
the pictures is at FARHAN's blog
(cuz, i'm promoting ur blog.. pay up!)
currently waiting for iman to return,
i will be dota-ing with him later! heh..
toodles peeeeposss!

131209

2009-12-14T21:22:00.002+08:00

i'm back to blog!
ayte i'll post about yesterday's outing with aan and his friends.
it was boring at first but it gets better and better.
we went to bugis, ate at banquet and headed to arab st.
we did what everyone was suppose to do there; sheeeeeeshaaa
then we went to iluma to let those "kanchong" explore
slack there for an hour and headed home..
but the rest felt hungry again and decided to
have supper at bukit gombak, they ate and
rode of one of aan friends dad's car,
it was a smooth trip and headed home.
(pictures will be uploaded soon)

alright let's hear what i did today;
wake up, text bby and head back to sleep
woke up again and heard that daddy will
be buying the baby parrot today!
quickly took a shower, got dressed and
headed outside...
drove to the breeder's bungalow and
walked to the garden and i was "holy f**k!"
it was like an amazon garden filled with birds.
the breeder then showed us the baby that
we've booked ealier on, it was so effing cute
it was a three-week-old yellow ringneck
it's feathers have not been fully developed yet
so it's half bald and all but still cute! hee(:
brought it back to the van and headed to
serangoon north to but the neccesary utensils
needed to feed the baby parrot.
bought the stuffs plus some toys for it
and headed home, the end!XD
i might make a video of me feeding him
so look out for it guys! i'm off chiowszxas!

got scarred, sunburned, got fired, down with fever; epic

2009-12-11T15:49:00.002+08:00

i'm back darlings, morons, aliens.. etc,
i'm currently down with fever, semi-tanned
and i've just found out i got fired.. yippee!
no more papers to key into the computer..
i hope i can join my cousins to go fishing this
weekend, it's been awhile since we did something
togerther, ayte peeps.. nothing much to say,
i'm going back to sleep; the fourth time.. heh..
chiowsxsfxcz!

tell me that you love me.

2009-12-04T17:30:00.006+08:00

alright, i was up at 9 in the morning
the only reason i was up that early
was because dad told me why i didin't
go for work today and my reason; lazy
lame reason i know, that's not all tho
something or "someone" ruined the mood
and i don't know what feelings i'm having
right now but i can list a few; angry, sad,
happy, etc. i dont know what to do today
all i did was eat, tvee, eat, computer and
again eat and so on... similar to a couch potato
i think i won't elaborate much cause there's
nothing to really say anymore and i'll end
this lameass post with the song i've put up
and probally you guys might know the real feelings
i'm having right now, cheerio and goodbye!

There was a new girl in town
She had it all figured out
Well I'll state something rash
She had the most amazing... smile.

I bet you didn't expect that
She made me change my ways
With eyes like a sunset, baby
And legs that went on for days

I'm falling in love
But it's falling apart
I need to find my way back to the start
When we were in love
Things were better than they are
Let me back into...
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

She made her way to the bar
I tried to talk to her
But she seemed so far
[Into Your Arms Lyrics On
Out of my league
I had to find a way to get her next to me

I'm falling in love
But it's falling apart
I need to find my way back to the start
When we were in love
Things were better than they are
Let me back into...
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

Oh she's slipping away
I always reach when I'm thinking of words to say
Oh the things she does
Make it seem like love
Just a game (just a game)
And I like the way we play

I'm falling in love
But it's falling apart.
I need to find my way back to the start (x2)

When we were in love
Things were better than they are
Let me back into...
Into your arms
Into your arms.

Into your arms.
Into your arms

The Maine - Into Your Arms (Acoustic)

don't leave me please, i love you very much raifana!

2009-12-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

hello all, it's been awhile since i updated
i was too occupied with work and i've forgotten
about things far more important than earning money
this is a lesson i've learned and i'll never repeat it ever again
alright, let's me start with my current activites during the holidays:
i'm now working in Noel Gifts as an operation admin at eunos
it's really hard work, it just requires the work of your fingers
you just have to type the stuffs in the computer and make sure nothing goes wrong
and i mean "nothing must go wrong". i'm so bored working for five days a week
and saturday & sunday are the only days i get to "sit back & relax"
i'm planning on watching a movie during the weekends, but with who?
i've been wanting to watch; new moon, christmas carol & planet 51
let's just hope the three movies will still be showing for a long time
hmm, i've been yawning every 5-10 words i type and that's a bad sign
i better visit mr. pillow a.s.a.p, chiow peeps!

to bestfriend; why must it end like this, i thought we both we could overcome it all but sadly i was forever wrong.. how do i react? this is very hard to accept, i thought you were different from the rest and i again, i was wrong. abit more time is all i ask, is that so hard to give? we've lost where we've started and found out much more than we want to know, every story has an ending but this ending was nothing i've expected. you've told me that everything has faded away, and i want to know how. they say everyone deserves a second chance at something, why cant i be given one? i guess i've done something terribly wrong, even the second chance didin't even cross your mind. i'm sorry, hope your happy.

from your best friend.

prom pictures:)

2009-11-23T07:19:00.010+08:00

Part 1: In the MRT, candids by evelyn

Part 2: Prom Pictures

prom was a bomb !

2009-11-21T17:32:00.001+08:00

PROM WAS A BOMB!
pictures will
be posted as
soon as i get
them from evee.

boringsxz !

2009-11-05T02:59:00.003+08:00

back to post!
boy, this two days at home
can really drive me mad!
i've been infront of the
computer chatting,
playing computer games etc.
prolly going to teck whye
to get my levi jeans
tapered, it's for my prom, haha!
going to call down some friends
while i'm am, hope i could spend
some time outside rather tha at home.
that's all from me, a short boring post this is!
more from me soon. chiowszxs!~

late post

2009-11-03T20:11:00.005+08:00

hello peeps
i'm abit late on posting the
pictures from sunday's outing
but here they are atlast

the pictures are not that clear
don't blame the camera
blame my room's computer, haha!

there will be more outing soon
and that means more pictures
stay tune peepos, chiaowxcx !

make one up for me.

2009-11-01T01:56:00.002+08:00

tommorow's clementi town's concert
they are forcing me to go, haha!
i'll probbly go with teddy or alone
hope it's going to be much
better than last year's concert
i'll be going to town later to
fix up my guitar and then go
to paragon, orchard to go for the job
i won't elaborate much as i have
a date with my pillow, chiowxs~

a new beginning please?

2009-10-31T00:13:00.006+08:00

alright, i won't elaborate too much about today
so this is probably going to be a short one

today was fun and exciting as usual
the holiday for me is growing exciting as everyday pass
i've asked teddy and taufiq to accompany me
to the interview that farhan had recommended me to apply
got the job with a salary of $850 a month
as a sales assistant at metro, paragon
we then slack around town and we decided
to set up a new band of our own
i'll be playing the guitar, teddy as the bassist
and taufiq as the lead guitar but we are missing
a vocalist and drummer, vocalist are easy
to find these day but we're looking
for a girl who knows how to play the drums
now that's something you don't see everyday
we three will find one soon, hopefully
i'm done for now, chiow

ps: a new beginning please?

2009-10-27T13:51:00.003+08:00

It all goes back to the first kiss

It was the one I thought I'd never miss

Maybe we were one of the lucky ones

Maybe I'm just not quite strong enough

This was supposed to be the easy part

But breaking down is what I found hard

Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in

Inside, I feel like screaming

She gave me every reason to believe

I'd found the one

But my doubts, somehow

They sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred

Save me from this broken heart

All my love will slowly fade and fall apart

Someone please sing this lovesick melody

Call my name if you're afraid

I'm just a kiss away

I'm finding out in the hardest way

The consequence of every mistake I've ever made

Baby, what's it like to be alone?

(Baby, what's it like to be alone?)

I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know

She gave me every reason to believe

I'd found the one

But my doubts, somehow

They sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred

Save me from this broken heart

All my love will slowly fade and fall apart

Someone please sing this lovesick melody

Call my name if you're afraid

I'm just a kiss away

So, baby, be honest

Is this what you wanted?

We lost where we started

And found out much more than we wanna know

(More than we wanna know)

About how we're letting go, oh

(About how we're letting go)

So, baby, be honest

Is this what you wanted?

We lost where we started

And found out much more than we wanna know

I'm bruised and scarred

Save me from this broken heart

All my love will slowly fade and fall apart

Someone please sing this lovesick melody

Call my name if you're afraid

I'm just a kiss away

Bruised And Scarred -

Mayday Parade

mendaaak ! &#$&%$# (!)

2009-10-24T16:29:00.002+08:00

I'm home alone, half-dead
family went shopping at yishun
planning to watch a movie or something
not alone, might ask fathir to tag along
it's not confirmed yet so i'll probably
scream for 10 minutes straight if it's canceled
and now, i've not yet received word from the
jobs i've applied for, frustrating to
have to look for jobs over and over again
someone please offer me a decent job or something
it's not about the money, i'm just bored at home
and i need to stay active and not be a couch potato
so please people, be kind and give this kid a job
and there's prom night, i don't have anything to wear yet
going to ask dad for $200 to search for something
to wear for prom night, i will be going for topman
i hope $200 is enough or i'll ask for more
going to wait for gf's holiday to come by
she's going to help choose something for prom
i'll be wearing white; her favourite colour
she's been very busy and we barely see each other
i hope she's doing better than me
meet up soon okay, imissyou!
alright people, i'll end here got to clean my room
it seems that a tornado made a visit to my room
and left a 'little' mess all over the place

one four one double zero nine

2009-10-22T02:35:00.010+08:00

Hello all ,

my blog was on vacation since last month

so yeah, that's my only reason

apart from being lazy or whatsoever which i'm not

i'll start with something simple;

it's been three weeks since our n levels

and for once, i miss school

just like fathir, i miss the good and bad

times we had with 3/4hans

i miss the time when we would laugh

after being scolded or after playing

a prank on someone at school

aaah, those were the sick

little games we've played

i'll miss thoses time we'll have together

i just hope we will keep in touch with

each other and hang out together

i want the name '4hans' to stay

in the little brains of theirs forever

i wish you all the best you guys

in both your n levels and life

i want each and everyone of

you guys to suceed in life

and when someday when we

would all gather for a reunion

i sure hope i will not see my friends

as ex-convicts, retards or so

i want nothing to change in all of you

apart from being dumb and retarted

i think i might shed a tear

if i continue on this post

i won't bid farewell to 4hans as i believe 4hans will

stay strong and alive till the very end.

killing time.

2009-09-21T13:42:00.002+08:00

aloha, hello, nǐ hǎo, olá!
currently waiting for mum to finish up cleaning the house
we'll be off to our relatives houses as soon as she's done
she's been at it since eight in the morning
i don't know when she'll ever stop cleaning
i want today's collection to be as many as yesterday's! hahahaaa!
going to take MC tomorrow to avoid OM from
ever getting his old hands on my hair!
i probably go to bugis to search for some stuff tomorrow
that girl have bee bugging me non-stop asking me to get something for her!
i'll try to find something nice for her at bugis if i find it nice
i will be accompanied by some far away friends, they rock my world!
not going to elaborate any further. end.

random .

2009-09-19T20:26:00.003+08:00

Tears you try so hard to hide

You hold it all inside

Pretend it doesn't matter

Why keep it yourself

When you got someone else

You know can make it better?

You try to be so strong

But I always know when something's wrong

See when you're feeling down

Hey, wasn't it you

Who's always been there for me?

Don't forget what we've been through together

Hey, isn't it true?

We promised to always be

Best friends forever, yeah

Words you don't need to say

The sad that's on your face

Isn't hard to see through

I've been there once or twice

It's you that made things right

My turn to be there for you

You try to be so strong

But I always know when something's wrong

See when you're feeling down

Hey, wasn't it you

Who's always been there for me?

Don't forget what we've been through together

Hey, isn't it true?

We promised to always be

Best friends forever

When the rain comes down

I'll be thereI will always be around

Just wanna be the one to catch you

When you fall

Hey, wasn't it you

Who's always been there for me?

Don't forget what we've been through together

Hey, isn't it true?

We promised to always be

Best friends forever

Best Friends Forever

by KSM

i miss my friends on the other side of town

2009-08-11T20:04:00.001+08:00

heyssss! :):):)
watched the movie UP at lot 1 just now with fathir, raifana, ain, rayyan & fizah.
the movie was both hilarious and touching, i give it 5 out of 5! hahaaa!
wonder why i can't upload pictures/videos at blogger?
just when i was about to be actively blogging something has to pop up.
won't ellaborate much, next week we'll be watching GI Joe with the same peeeps!
ending here, zhao !

ps: i promised you guys i'll come by and visit once in awhile but i have not seen any of your faces for two weeks now i feel like i've let you guys down, i'll make it up somehow, i promise i'll never forget any of you guys, miss you all !

a'lamin 7th birthday.

2009-08-02T01:16:00.004+08:00

happy belated birthday to my little brother; a'lamin!

hidayat's class outing.

2009-08-02T00:40:00.005+08:00

humans welcome:)
just going to uploads some pictures of hidayat's class outing last Saturday

not gg to be a long post since i had already forgot what had actually happened

hidayat tagged me along to his class outing last Saturday
i wanted to bring fathir along but he was already at east coast park with his family

it was really a coincidence to have him at ECP the same day as me

so i reached ECP and went to look for fathir straight away
was at ECP till 10pm and went home and got to bed

did not take much pictures but i'll just upload them anyway, enjoy!

totally pissed out.

2009-07-20T16:56:00.000+08:00

e-lo :)

Monday just come and go pretty fast.

short and boring today was.

had a headache this morning, probably from yesterday's activity.

i describe school as; heaven& hell.

not caused by the teachers in any other way

there are people who i can't really call them friends.

people who pisses me off right from the start.

they ruin every second of my school life.

there are people that i can call friends, real friends.

people who i can count on to brighten up my day.

you guy i won't forget, i assure you.

how i met your mum.

2009-07-16T17:19:00.000+08:00

hello.

a short post this will be.

currently someway far from home.

dee tagged along, she rented the movie; how to be

going to watch it somewhere with a couple of people.

can't elaborate much, secrets will spread like wildfire just like that.

will be having an interesting evening but not too much for me, tonight.

might not be attending school tomorrow; sleeping

that is all, must be careful of what i type.

PS: I’m thinking about someone at this very moment

chepaps for everyone !

2009-07-02T14:18:00.000+08:00

hey all! won't be elaborating much, didin't go to school today; too lazy or i can't hear the alarm. 4H& 4I probally will be released at ard 3+ or so and right now i either want to sleep or go out and play hahaaa! tommorow is all time favourite day; friday! it could not get any better than this, exept for the one month holiday which will after my N's!! haisss, well that will be all, end.

Please bomb my school !

2009-06-29T18:23:00.000+08:00

I hate school, School sucks

End.

19.06.09

2009-06-17T18:48:00.000+08:00

Good day to all you earthlings, half-brained humanoids, fresh vegatables and animals out there!

i am back to post after a long time, again! i was not busy or whatsoever, blame my fingers for it, they were to lazy to type for you peeps! bad finger! hahaaaaaa, as my "fingers" were too lazy to type during the last few months, this will big one hell of a post, a long one that is. this is the post i should have posted last sunday or so, but it was my "fingers" you see? it was our chalet at costa sand resort at pasir ris with friends; fathir, hafiy, azlan, hidayat, irwan and hakim and qamarul.

12th june 2009, woke up so early and called fathir and told him that our ride will be leaving at 11.30, we must reach azlan's house by 11.30 as his will be giving us a ride there. met fathir at lot 1 and took bus; 300 straight to azlan's house. met qamarul and azlan at his nearest bus stop and went up, we were greeted by his mother and was told to wait for azlan's father. we waited while eating some chicken pau that azlan's mother made. after awhile, his father called and told us to come down and get going, got in the car and stopped at the nearest petrol station, azlan's dad bought us some drinks to drink on the way there. reached there and i tell you, azlan's dad was vulgar! he was cursing the drivers infront for stopping for no reason hahaaaa, i was controlling myself from laughing by hitting a 100plus bottle at my face, the others also had their ways of controlling themselves. he then dropped us off infront of downtown east entrance and sped of.

we then walked around here and there searching for our chalet entrance, we then found this chalet with someone guarding the entrance, not knowing that this was not the right one. we then called mr.ho and told him we have arrived and asked him how are we getting in with the guard there, he asked me to find the name of the chalet just to confirm, it was aloha chalet resort. mr.ho laughed and start searching for the right chalet. we found our chalet; f-03, we were still the first to reached there, we waited for like 40mins for mr.ho and the rest to arrive, he then told us that the key will be given out at 1+, azlan, irwan, hidayat,qamarul and i decided to take a dip at the pool while waiting for the keys. fathir and hafiy was not in a wet mood and decided not to join us, instead they joined mojin and the rest at a game pool, hafiy was looking pretty stupid holding the stick, mr.ho took "pity" and "taught" him to "hold" the stick properly, hahaaaa! after the game, mr.ho got hold of the keys and went straight to our chalet, we saw poor hakeem alone guarding our bags. we then transfered all our stuffs that were left outside into the room upstairs and went straight back to the pool with fathir joining us. after an hour of fun, it was already 2+ and we decided to take a break and relax at our chalet. when we reached the chalet, we saw camy ong, our ebs teacher along with some old chang kee boxes with alot of delightful nuggets and stuffs. mo jin then setup the barbecue pit while i started the fire, damn i'm good, hahaaa! after the pit was hot enough for the food to be cooked, hafiyinvited me and qamarul for a puff so me and qamarul take a break at cooking and leave the rest to the chinese. qamarul asked us to smoke near our chalet and was convident we will not get caught. while we were puffing happily and joking around, camy ong caught us while she was heading back home, we then pleaded her not to phone mr.ho but she just did. qamarul and i stayed calm while hafiy was nervous. we then head back to find mr.ho waiting for us with a grin at his face. we three gulped and hope that it will not be the worst. we then approached him and he started scolding and lecturing us and told us to pack our stuff and leave at once. the three of us were obviously shocked, we then went upstairs with hidayat who was innocent, sorry little brother. when all our stuffs were packed, we headed down the stairs and head straight for mr.ho along with an apology speech that we three had prepared while packing our stuffs. we then apologized to mr.ho for our bad behavior and promised never to do it again. he thought for awhile and decided to give us three a second chance as this is our first chalet as a class, deep inside we three were jumping and screeming our lungs out, hahaaaa! we then ran upstairs and threw all our bags and stuffs and head straight to the barbecue pit for some barbecued delights. after the barbecue all the malays went upstairs to plan for our outing at old changi hospital, fathir was the lightsman, azlan was the cameraman, me and hafiy were the ghostbusters and the rest are just extras, hahaaa! during our planning, yusman came and told some nice tips and stories on how to catch a glimps of "things" at old changi hospital. to kill some time, the malays hang outside with yusman, ho and the rest of the chinese until it was time for our preparation to old changi hospital. the malays was so eager to go, hahaaa! we then regrouped downstairs and was about to leave when ho stopped us and told irwan and hidayat to stay as they were too "little" to go. hidayat was furious and started to brag, after awhile ho called hidayat over for a chat, and i swear what that boy was saying to ho but he made him change his mind and let hidayat and irwan tag along, yay! we then set of to find some helpful people to guide us the way there. after getting some juicy information, we head to the bustop near downtown east and waited for the bus; 89 that will take us to changi village. after 89 arrived to board the bus and head straight upstairs and sat in the front row, as the journey there will take us around thirty minutes, we decided to take a quick nap, all was calm except azlan who was shivering like crazy at the bus, i thought he was having an adrenaline rush or something the sort so i dozed off till fathir annouced that we had arrived at changi village, fathir told us that we have to walk there as there was no other bus in service that can take us there at that hour. it was a forty minute walk but we were joking and having fun that we lost track of time, hahaaa! when we like two blocks away from old changi hospital, fathir was gripping the the huge torchlight while azlan was gripping the camcorder, me and hafiy decided to lead the way as the rest was a little restless. when we reached the stairs leading way up to the old abandoned changi hospital, azlan felt uneasy and handed hafiy the camera while fathir gave me the torchlight so that he could look after azlan. while me and hafiy were climbing up the stairs, we felt something but decided to carry on, i then reach out behind to reach for someone to hi-five me to check if they are okay but instead i felt the cold air. i was then imagining things and asked hafiy to turn around to look behind together, he agreed and we both turned back at the same time, but no one was there instead our "group" left me and hafiy to climb up alone, me and hafiy was furious plus scared at the same time. i then shined the lights at them while signaling at them to come up, i then received a called from azlan saying that "something" was not allowing him to enter, "it" was pushing azlan chest away and that meant something. azlan said that he and fathir will be waiting for us at changi village when we are done exploring, we lost two good men. i then saw two of them walking away from afar and i then continued signaling at the rest to continue climbing while i shined their way up, me and hafiy then remembered that we were all alone at the near entrance of the hospital and when i did, i was so close to wetting my pants, we dare not look back until the rest came. when they arrived they, qamarul asked why me and hafiy's face was pale white, he dare asked us why? we then turned around and took small steps and reached the entrance. they were a another group of kids just like us that had just came out of one of the buildings to take a break before preceed again. me and the gang decided to greet them warmlyand hang around them for awhile. when we were finished introducing ourselves we decided to explore the main buiding which is the easiest building to explore. when we inside, there was so many brokens doors, fans, windows and stuffs and that made the place more spooky to explore. when we about to advanced further only me, hafiy and qamarul heard a soft voice of a woman crying, i was so scared and dumb that i shouted, "i did not hear anything!". irwan, hidayat and hakeem could not advance any further and decided to call it quits. they told us to escort them out as they were to scared to go alone. when we were outside, i gave irwan my phone number and told him to call me if anything happens. hafiy, qamarul and i decided to continue back to that spot where we last heard the cry, when we arrived at the spot, the cry was gone and we felt free to advance and continue moving on. there was nothing "interesting" and decided to head out, we almost lost our way back but thanks to qamarul's memory, we managed to find the way out. we then regrouped and decided to follow the other group of kids that were there to find the famous torture chamber. when we were to climb up the stairs to the so called "torture chamber", two of the members of the other group came and told us that they saw a police car checking out the place in a couple of minutes, after we heard the news we knew our expedition is about to come to an end. the guys from the other group told us to stay low to not get spotted and continue our way up the stairs once the cops went back down and leave, but just as things were cool we saw a bright light from afar and heard someone shouting at us, we knew we have been spotted and jumped down the cliff that was infront of us no matter the cost, the cliff was around eight feet high but we were so determined to lose the cops that we did not think of our safety, it was called an adrenaline rush some might say. all of us managed to outrun the cops while hiding at a nearby chalet. our grouped was split up somehow and i decided to give the other half of us a call. when irwan answered they say they were caught by the cops and told nothing about our whereabouts and i told them to head straight to changi village and regroup with fathir and azlan and told us to wait for us there. when we were about to leave to changi village, the boys from the other group stopped us and told us that one of their friend's psp is missing, i said that i have nothing to do with it and they believed us but not the other half of our group, they think that hakeem; the totally innocent friend of ours stole it during the running from the cops. hafiy told them that we will settle this quick and easy by calling the rest our of of our split up friends to come back here for a quick spot check on their bags. i don't wamt to elaborate much so i'll just shorten the story; they rest came tired from the quick run from changi village all the way here. they did the spot check and got nothing, we were all furious of them accusing us and all. we packed all our stuffs back, give them a quick stare and went straight to changi village to catch our bus back to downtown. when we boarded the bus, it was as if we were the only ones there except some few scary looking uncles there. we did not pay much attention due to us being tired, sleepy and all. we all dozed of and almost missed our stop, luckily fathir was one of the few who were wide awake and managed to wake us all up. when we alighted, we felt like sleeping on the group; too lazy to walk all the way to our nice comfy chalet. we then arrived at the chalet and quickly head out to the swimming pool toilet to take a quick bath. while fathir and the rest were waiting, they saw "something" far worse than the "things" we saw at old changi hospital. after showering, we got changed and head back to our chalet. when we arrived we felt the need not to sleep and started playing some game of poker. it was alrd 12 midnight and we decided to switch on the radio to listen to ria 89.7; misteri jam dua belas while playing poker to make it more interesting. while we were playing happily and laughing about, dj kc turned on the sound of a pontianak screaming, fathir and some of the boys jumped away from the table and ran out of the chalet while screaming like girls having their manicure ruined, they left hafiy, qamarul and i at the table laughing like crazy at those "girls" hahaaa! after awhile we all felt abit sleepy and decided to visit "dreamland". we then arranged our matresses nicely and fathir, azlan, hidayat and irwan suddenly jumped straight away. there was no space for me, hafiy and qamarul and i decided not to sleep, instead we decided to relax at the beach with nathaniel, so i called nat and invited him to join us at the beach but before that we were missing something; cigarretes, we then headed to cheers at downtown east and bought a packet of dunhill. we then headed straight to pasir ris beach beside our chalet, when we arrived we found a good spot to sit back and relax, it was at the rocks infront just a few metres away from the sea, the rocks was rough buy comfy enough for us to sit and even sleep there. when it was around 4am, hafiy felt thirsty and decided to buy something to drink at cheers so he took the bike and went alone. nathaniel then had to go to the gents; he was having a stomachache and leaft me and qamarul there. while me and qamarul were talking, there was this one couple beside us making out like crazy, qamarul watched and i smacked his head hard, after nat returned we lit another stick and continue joking. hafiy then returned with a panic face; he lost his phone, the four of us then quickly searched for it, i tried calling but it was switched off! he panicked even more. we decided that we should discuss it at the chalet, at the end it was at at azlan's big butt all along, he was sleeping soundly with hafiy's phone in his ass. and the as for the rest of the story, i don't bother.

05.02.09

2009-02-05T16:14:00.000+08:00

back to post for you guys !
didn't go to school today but i was outside school returning something.
some of you guys might have seen me riding my bike while having a heavy guitar at my back.
hafiy, the one that i was suppose to return something to him got scared that some chinese dudes will break that thing so sabit volunteered to put that thing at house for the time being.
i went home after that not because i was lazy, i kinda bump into a bit of a "mess".
went home and head straight to bed, slept like a log.
woke up and send my little brother to school, was thinking of meeting some friends but i was thinking head back home and continue sleeping.
hafiy's coming over to take another something, so i better get everything ready.
before i forget, me & dee decided that our birthday party will be held at east coast either on 21/22/28/29. dee said that the party will cost around $120, and that's why we should be saving alot from now on, she also said that some "helpers" will help raise our fund soon enough.
well then i will not elaborate anymore, still waiting for hafiy to arrive. End.

29.01.09

2009-01-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

fellow earthlings I'm back !
slack with fathir yesterday evening at LJS , i was feeling alot better that yesterday i swear !
but as the weather gets colder , my fever came back .
so... yeah , I've been at home all day eating lots of disgusting medicine .
it's been four days already ! i really want to go to school so badly !
i can't type much now , i can hear my comfy pillow and my warm blanket calling my name . end .

tomorrow ; the very date that started everything .

27.01.09

2009-01-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

hey all ! i'm here to post , again !
i've been down with a high fever since yesterday morning .
right now , i'm wearing jeans and two woolly warm jackets to keep me warm but to no use .
i now have an urge to jump in a hot bathtub , seriously i'm still as cold as an ice cube .
feeling much better tonight and i hope this fever disappears by tomorrow morning .
i don't feel like going to the clinic , to lazy to even go to the kitchen .
i have to stop typing at further , my head feels so heavy .
i'll update sooner or later , i have a date with my pillow right now . end .

to her : why haven't you replied yet ? i've tried to forget about you , but there's something about you that won't let me . at least give me an answer to release me of my misery , i think of you day and night but do you ? perhaps i asked you at the wrong time . why did he even came to your life at the first place ? we would still be together at this very day if he never even showed up . i can't live without you , come back please !

06.01.09

2009-01-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yo ho ho ! i'm going to update just because i can't sleep, so yeah .
woken up by dad with a glass of icy cold water, no joke .
stood up shivering and hit the shower straight away .
after getting ready, went out to school around 6.45 ; i'm alrd late .
arrived at school late, it was my second time so i just went through with it like any latecomer .
got in, recite the pledge and sat . 5mins later, zainal& codeiro appeared .
i was thinking there was another spot check, but to my surprise it was not .
they two was babbling about latecoming, those words just went it from the left ear out to the right . just as they were about to finish, zainal asked all the latecomers who came late ystd .
i was one of them, so i just raised up hand thinking it's just a simple count of hands .
he shouted the latecomers to pack their belongings and step out of the school .
some were not happy, i was one of them . anyway, what can i do ?
got our names written down and the minute i knew, i was kicked out .
i was with my sister and nasruddin, that boy was a happy man getting kicked out .
he needs help a.s.a.p, so we had breakfast at the nearest coffee shop first .
after breakfast, we walked around teck whye wondering about with people thinking we were running away from school . after a while we took 307, got home and head out alone ard 12.30 .
sent my baby brother to school with nashruddin and went straight to slack around under nash's block . slacked till 2.30, took 307 alone as nash has to help his mum with something .
on last stop of me alighting, i saw rab& shahida at teck whye garden playing the swing together . i decided to hang ard with them since fathir will be coming out ard 3 .
i got disturbed by them instead of slacking with them . ard 3+ fathir arrived . finally boy !
went to lam soon straight away to meet syika and gang . arrived infront of aini's house, and was greeted by rosma in a crazy/funny way ; hasn't taken her meds i guess ? slacked till 5+, then we headed to syika's hse next . she gave us $6 to run an errand for her ; mcdelivery, don't ask .
went to lot 1, bought the meal she ordered and went straight back . played ball outside syika's hse, fathir your good ! it's was alrd 7+ and i was fuckin late . i am sure to get one heck of a lecture after reaching home . we first accompany rosma to south view lrt and them i went home, soon dear ~ i slept and then posted this ! dad was not home, so i should be ready for the lecture by the time he reached home tmr . okay, my fingers are going to snap off one by one any minute if i continue further, and i'm alrd starting to feeling sleepy ~ i'll post again soon, chiow ~

12.12.08

2008-12-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

back to blog , again . got nth else to do so i'll just put up another post for you guys . went jamming yst at bukit timah with soon to be band members ; hafiy , lufti , ridzuan & me . tht kid in white specs is afiq , he just carries my bass to look "cool" in the picture . aft jamming , went to the nearest coffee shop to eat , some of you guys should know . after lunch i asked hafiy wether he could lend me his amplifier , he said "sure" beacuse he knows i have to practice for our next cover . took bus 67 and drop off smewhere ard teck whye and went straight for hafiy's house . chat till late at night ; ard 9+ and went home with tht heavy piece of shit , ahaha! reached my block's lift and i saw mummy, went bck home together , took off all of my clothes with just my boxers , ahahaha ! turn on my computer then logged in to msn and rosma asked me to join a cnference with her , aini , fathir & me . played the bass while talking to keep me awake ; the call reached frm 12am - ??? (that's the part i knocked out) and done ! i'll post more soon , hopefully . chiow ~

06.12.08

2008-12-06T13:28:00.000+08:00

hello one and all . it's been what ? six to seven mnths since i updated . all i can say is , i was either busy or lazy or maybe both . right nw i don't feel like typing alot . but here goes anywy .
about a week ago , we all planned for a outing on friday which is ystr , and boy did the planning took look enough to be cnfirm ; one wants to go escape other east coast and then smeone mentioned going to town . then it's cnfirm ; town . friday came , i work up ard nine , hit the showers and went out ard 11.30 to meet those budak gereks . waited at the lrt all by myself fr like 40mins , and then i fell a tug at my back ; it was those two ; sabit & fathir . thank god they came , atleast i have those two to keep ke company . we waited for another 20mins but still no sign of them , sabit decided we take a walk at lot 1 first . after a while , they came and we took bus 190 to town . we alight ard orchard and they said they wanted to go to novena , good job girls ; no better timing after we alighted at orchard ! the girls at kindda like mini tourist , dnt really know whr to go . they then went to novena by mrt , we could have took it frm the start . reach novena , nth much seriously ; been there done that . after they gt bored , took the mrt to harbourfront , went in vivo and spent the whole day there , there are time when i had fun and not . took sme pictures , went to the book fair at the medium sized boat behind vivo . went hme ard five or six , i can't tell , i dnt want to go hme but the girls are tired , so we took bus 188 , long trip bck home . i was drinking bandung all the way hme , stomach getting bigger ! so syikka bby help finished it :] i don't know about her , but she was getting tired and bored and all , she rested on me like i was a 5 star hotel bed . okay with that hahaha . reached lot 1 and say our gdbyes and all and went home . i don't even have the energy to do anything , just chat , eat and knock it out at the bed , done . a long post it is eh ? have fun reading this long piece of &^%# .
i might update agn or maybe nt , we'll see . next: sentosa , fathir you up for it ? if the budak gereks are nt up for it , we'll go with taufiq and all .

22.06.08

2008-06-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hello all, it's been months since i blogged.
It's bored at home this holiday, so i did not stay home that much.
Sad to say, today's the last day of the holidays.
And i'll tell my readers what i did this month.
It's ggna be a long post, so don't get bored reading it.
Got a new-used bike from faheen, cause khairul was sent to home for a yr.
I'm ggna miss ya boy, next i got a new guitar from dad.
It was a surprise-present from dad, he said it was really expensive.
Anyway, it was dad's 55th b'day,he got his CPF!
Abng faezal&nana bought, him a wallet from taka witch was worth ard $75.
We also bought him huge b'day card, and i mean huge!
And b'day chocolate-mint b'day cake, it was small,
Cause my fam are not big fan of cakes.
Instead, we went out to marsling to eat!
Ohh, it was a feast to remember, we ate alot.
And the bill was like more then $50+
We needed a new fridge to replace that beaten up piece of scrap.
Using his CPF money, dad bought a new silver fridge.
Mummy could not get out of the kitchen but to admire her new fridge.
And i bought some levi's jeans, $150+ blown away!~
What else... can't remember anything else.
That's all folks, got holidays hmework but i cant remember where i put 'em
And i don't know what i should bring tmr, should i bring just a storybook or some books?
I even forgot to cut my long hair, esok kene marah nyern confirm!
it's 11.30pm now need to sleep and i'll blog more, probelly.

21.04.08

2008-04-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

hey ho! back to blog!
it's been awhile since i blogged, boring day!
com was hit with a virus and i've just formated the com my-self.
all my files has been deleted just like that.
uggh! all my songs, pictures, games, Everything!
well i guess i'll have to start from the begining again.
woke up with monday blues.
i've tried lying to mum that i was having a headache or smething.
but she knew me well, chase me out of the house!
got to school trying to find azlan& gang, but nowhere to be found.
so i was alone walking to the parade sqaure.
at class i was actually having a heavy headache.
after a few classes i got a slight fever.
after school i was felling a bit better.
went to tw garden to hang out as we were waiting for the
sec ones to finish their self-study.
i wanted to get my pants tappered so i asked fathir to lead the way to the place.
gave the pants and she asked me to come back in an hour, just the right time!
after meeting the rest at garden, iman/haikal shouted for me from afar.
reached there and they asked me to take on khairul.
oh gosh! i was already weak from the slight fever.
so i just said bring it on! match started so i gave the first blow.
then we hit each others, i fake the lost so i didin't get hurt much.
went back to azlan& the rest and played the psp together.
it was fun i tell ya! we raced head to head in the psp.
after it started raining, i got back my tappered pants and paid her 4$.
then we rushed to lot 1, went to the library with our almost-soaked uniforms.
boy was it freezing cold, ard 3.15 we head out and walk around lot 1.
nth much to see, but we saw the sec ones went inside the library.
fathir said to let them be, he said they will know where we are soon after.
we head to mac to wait for them, they arrived and sabit&fathull bought two sundaes.
looks tasty but i don't want to take a bite while i'm still cold.
one of the sec ones wanted to go to kfc to eat.
so we followed them cause they said that they will treat us.
bought some food and ate, after that it's getting late and decided to go home.
right now i'm felling really dizzy and i could use some hot/spicy food.
i've just re-done my com and gging to sleep after this. till here ayte, end.

16.04.08

2008-04-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

yaw! it's been what? weeks since i bloged!
didn't miss this blog much, it ain't human correct?
anyway, got a new haircut ysterday ; mullet.
i asked for something simple but he gave me a look of a rebel.
luckily dad had trimed it this afternoon.
and yeah, i didin't go to school today.
because dad won't allow me to go to school with that kind of hairstyle.
i was at home mopping the floor, running dad's errands outside.
there was some spare time so i decided to meet azlan and the gang.
met them at lot 1 and hang around macdonalds.
1 hour has past and i realised i was late.
rush home a.s.a.p i tell you, bought all the things dad asked for.
went home and sleep till evening, thats all folks. end

10.04.08

2008-04-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

today was apex day, which is like a sport's day.
i came with khairul& brandon as the rest has already left w/o us.
reached there late, but managed to catched up with the gang.
they kept hitting me from the back as i was the late one.
the event started but some of us including me didin't took part in any.
we're not lazy, we're just good at disturbing others in their games.
we found a ball and went kicking to each other.
but unfortunately, faisial the black came and acted as so called "ronaldhinho"
and kicked the ball to high up and it wa stuck for good of top of the building.
stupid eh? regreted giving him the ball.
after apex day ended, boarded bus 171 and alight at bukit timah.
we were hungry so we're headed to al-ameen restaurant.
makanan nya enaak dok! after lauch we head over to the plaza infront of us.
we've never been there, but it looks okay for us to explore haaa!
saw a group of sec two-s hanging ard the entrace.
i don't know what they were up to.
later we found out they were playing a game of pool.
kiter kaypo, mau main jugak but it was for members.
wtf, i don't even have to flash a thing at clementi to play pool.
takpe2 lain kali ader chance, i've not been playing for about a year+ anyway.
went to lot 1 next and hang around at the library till 5.
azhar was laughing like a mad clown at all the jokes.
who could blame him, we were disturbing, making noise & joking around.
the funny thing is, our noise didin't get us kicked out.
but everyone was looking at everyone of us, paisey uh!
after 1-2 hrs at the library, went home.
i'll stop here, i'll take a shower and crash! night!

09.04.08

2008-04-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

hi again, i decided to change my lyt.
how? nice? that's all.
i don't have anything to blog abt today.
so jyeah! byebye!

08.04.08

2008-04-08T19:45:00.000+08:00

i'm back fellow earthlings.
i've been busy this past days.
yesterday went bowling with gang at bukit batok.
funfun! but i came out last against them.
azlan,sabit & fathir played, fathullha didin't, no mood.
azlan, a first timer got in 2nd! i was okay last time, why now?
omgosh! need to practice more, hahaha!
after bowling, went to teck whye mac.
we're gonna meet some sec. 1 friends.
the sec. ones came and go, just like that.
and we all thought they are gona lepak with us.
they went lot 1 instead, bummer eh?
but nvm, we follow them and lepak at lot 1
went home after that. that't yesterday folks!

today.

school started out normal, woke up late but not late for school.
only i have to sit away from my class during assembly,
pagi-pagi buta o.m sudah suroh duduk jauh-jauh.
after assembly, went to class.
it was maths and that ong lee shu was there with mr zul.
ohh god her shouting can make you throw a table/chair at her.
irritating you know? sikit-sikit complain.
it was math test today, i didin't know how to do any of the question one bit.
just copy quietly from those chinese geeks.
boy, with 2 teachers they are blind as a bat.
school went as per normal, shouting at class.
after school, it was raining hardcore!
gang wasan't the patient types, we ran all the way to the nearest block.
got there and was wicked wet, all dreanched up !
cold yes, we went to the next block to "dry" ourselfs out.
the weather is bad today, we only hand around teck whye for awhile.
then went to lot one, went for one round around with khairul only.
then went into the library still soaking wet!
it was freezing yes, after awhile we get used to it.
hang around there for about 45mins till our uniforms drys.
but it didin't when we left the library.
head over to the bus stop and saw faisial.
he said he was waiting for his two friends.
which i kindda know them in another way.
they were going in the same bus we were ; 307.
faisial was being bully all the way in the bus.
he was poked with and umbrella,punched hard & slapped silly.
khairul & me was laughing quietly, ohh it was funny.
tommorow kami akan ejek kamu! got down the bus and went home.
taufiq messaged that his band is lacking a drummer.
i don't do drums, but it's been awhile since i went jamming with my old friends.
wonder how they are, i told mum if i could get drumming lessons.
she said i must do well in my studies as usual, i'm currently waiting for her pay.
and now, i'm finding my current job kindda fun.
and bro has got his pay ; 2 nights for $100!
nice eh? he was working with dad, and dad said i can work with him if i'm sixteeen.
and my current pay is ard $50-65 a week, damn that uncle.
well now i'm gona take shower, eat and i'll crash to bed.
that's all, end!

02.04.08

2008-04-02T16:36:00.000+08:00

today was like any normal day.
i just feel like blogging.
woke up late and went to school not being late.
haha! i took two buses luh.
enter the hall and met up with azlan& the gang.
luckily i didin't have to sit alone at the back like i always do.
first up ; maths, ong lee chu will come at any minute.
luckily gang will be seating outside o.m office to study with mrs tan.
atleast she o.k~ lee chu was nagging at every single tiny thing.
even when we were not doing anythng wrong, fuck eh?
anyway, yumantol didin't cme to school today.
had cpa lesson with mr ho alone, ahh peace on that day~
nth much happened after that, uhh there is suppose to be a hse cheer pract.
which i didin't and never will go, jyeah~ cabot from that cheer pract.
lepak neat sabit's block, wani& haikal were with us.
they don't usually hang around with us.
when things get boring, two of us were tossed to the nearby bushes.
guess who ; me& faheen, the bushes was prickly but we were not hurt.
before going home, we saw some warning contruction sign.
haikal was not a fan of warning fans, and there was enough signs for all.
we left broken piece of signs, noisy yes but no one complained.
ouh yeah, it left some bruises and some cuts on some of our hands.
it didin't hurt tough, will the cuts dissapear?
went to lot 1 with sabit alone cause of idiots.
reached there get a drink and head to the interchage.
my bus came first so i left him, alone haha!
reached home and remembered he had forgotten to return my watch back!
well i hope he brings it tomorrow.
i'm currently chatting with azlan, he's just got back from regent sports day.
he was the only teckwhyean there, i said to him , "tk paisey pah?"
he said no, funny eh? anyway, i've found a job.
it's not much, atleast i can pay everything myself.
have not started yet, ask what i'm working as urself. hahaha!
well that's all, i'm gonna do my hmework and i'll crash! end.

28.03.08

2008-03-28T15:46:00.000+08:00

back! boy was today exciting.

we went to the home for the disabled at woodlands.

first we were afraid of those running & shouting.

but as we went along, we got used to it.

but still a fear of them chasing you.

went to the top floor where we entered the hall.

it has a funny smell, not the people living there.

but the smell of burnt wood or some sort.

they switched on the air-con and the place

started to smell a little bit nicer.

yumantol then asked us to think of something

to "entertain" the disabled people.

one was think of throwing balls at each other, which we did.

another playing bridge, dancing the maka rina & singing the

old mac' donald farm song, we did all that.

after all that we went to the corner and kindda fell asleep.

asleep yes! we were tired, hungry and sweating.

ard 11.30, jack ho received a called that the bus has arrived.

rushed down, get in the bus & sleep again.

a long trip back home, reached school ard 12.15

do a quick survey form and head of school.

we went to senaran to eat, all ate roti prata. hahaha!

after that saw azim and the gang nearby.

there was a b'day bash in progress, we didin't join in but just watch.

boy was she hit & messed up preety good.

after the bashing, the whole place was filled with eggs and flour.

some people even complained about the messed.

luckily are nt part of it, so we just laughed along.

we hand ard there for bout 20mins then head to teckwhye mac.

then lot 1, went in circles for about 30mins and head home.

well thats all folks, why must we babysit retards? hahaha jk!

okay, i'll stop here. end.